Sunday, November 15, 2009

Hair

Every morning I wake up, I say to myself.. My day is n't good until my hair stops falling on my pillow.

I brush my fingers along my hair length and find my hair just slipping off my scalp.. I did not know how I developed so much obsession for beautiful hair. All I felt was, I had the most unwanted and less appreciable hair. I read a lot about healthy hair, maintenance, treatment etc. I stared at huge bill boards featuring models with thick, long, lush, straight beautiful hair. I started to initially observe and later envy all those girls with good hair... I have wasted countless of my precious time lusting for other women's hair... If I ever witness a crime, I won’t be able to offer much other than a complete description of somebody's hair texture, colour, style and length.

I never cared for my hair when it was thick & never had hair fall. I never gave ears to those open appreciation on my hair. Everything comes & goes.. We never realize until we experience it..

I started to believe that beauty lies in beautiful hair only.. When I was at this peak of my madness I happened to see a documentary on History channel called 'Ambras syndrome'... What is this??? People are sick of their hair. They just want to get rid of annoying body hair... This genetic syndrome with excess of hair on face, back, shoulder made me annoy myself for my silly worry of no worth.

Now every morning I wake up, I am happy that I had a sound sleep & have a good day ahead. My eyes don't go towards the pillow and my hands barely slide through the scalp lush.

"Happiness is a matter of one's most ordinary and everyday being busy and lively and unconcerned with self ''. This makes me more healthy and feel MOST beautiful..